Every story starts somewhere. For CONSEQUENCES, it was a
local legend from my high school days. For THE JOURNAL OF JEREMY TODD, it
starts more recently, but it does dig into things that happened as far back as
middle school for me, and also digs into things that keep themselves hidden in
the dark recesses of my mind, only coming out on occasion when I’m feeling
especially vulnerable. Writing the story helped me to deal with those to some
degree, and hopefully writing this “story behind the story” post will help me
finish exorcising them. Will it get rid of them? No, they’ve been there too
long, and have become a part of who I am. But hopefully they’ll lose what
little remains of their sting, and that’s more important, anyway.
Since JEREMY TODD has only been out for a couple of weeks
now, I’ll try to keep this as spoiler-free as possible for those who haven’t
managed to get very far into it.
One of the themes in JEREMY TODD is bullying, and how
victims of bullying deal with it as they get older. This is the first and only
time I’ve ever gone into a story with even that much of a theme in mind.
Usually, I just have the story idea and then I write it. I might find something
during edits, some subconscious thing that crept into the story somewhere along
the way, but it’s never a conscious decision. This time, it was. Everyone has
their hot-button topic, the thing that sets their blood to boiling until the
rage is nearly strong enough to consume them. For me, that topic is bullying.